Oooh not the romantic kind of whatever to celebrate.
Uhh, it’s my official 7th month of being part of the work force. Somehow, I still feel that I don’t fit in the working environment. Or I make myself believe that I don’t fit in, lol. This is what people call the in-denial-stage.
Now that I had the chance to know how it feels like working for myself, I don’t get to splurge as much as I do before. I also don’t have much time to hang out with friends, with my family and with myself. And yes, the company where I am in has to take all the credit for me being a workaholic. Hahah. I do get a lot of stress, I mean a looooooot but hey, I enjoy! (I just hope I am not trying very hard to make myself believe that I do enjoy) No, seriously… I do. It’s something related to what I took up in the University and it is something that interests me. It seemed hard when I started but I realized that working isn’t the end of learning something new. Being in my field, with perseverance, you’ll be able to learn a lot. OH, if you have the FREE time to study. Heheh, which as of the moment is rare for me.
Anyway, I want to congratulate myself and give myself a pat on the back. I am in the first month of being a regular employee. More months and years to come! I think it is just normal for people to get tired of what they are doing. Hey, sometimes we should try a bit to mind set on the positive. Let’s take each day, one at a time. As my co-cadet ,Bern Regala, SMS-ed me once.. “Don’t worry about tomorrow for tomorrow will bring its own worries. Today’s trouble is enough. -Matthew 6:34“. That SMS has been in my inbox for two months now, it helps…it’s worth to read it over and over when I feel really down. 
On stress relievers, as of the moment.. I still have to figure that out. Hahah 
